shiels
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that's an interesting one, getting rid of the 'lower' stuff. I remember another, streams of shit, piss, snot and dirt, ear wax, streaming out of my body in continuous jets so i would never have to deal with them again.
I think I had lots of fantasies around completion, being finished things that , assuming forms that take me away from the humdrum tasks of life, or shift me beyond involuntary processes. Now less so, as I've got older I've settled into to life as process and am increasingly aware of being in the process of dying, the real completion.