The pit.

luka

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Probably a bit of that grot you get from being indoors too much breathing dust and not seeing your friends enough too. There's a kind of release you get from seeing your dickhead mates that you can't really replicate by yourself
 

Corpsey

bandz ahoy
Where do I put this? Is there a thread about people with ridiculously disciplined and somehow also desperately futile routines?

 

linebaugh

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what kinda sick fuck watches that stuff? ending each work day in the car screaming just short of passing out, bruising their hands on the steering wheel
 

Simon silverdollarcircle

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Probably a bit of that grot you get from being indoors too much breathing dust and not seeing your friends enough too. There's a kind of release you get from seeing your dickhead mates that you can't really replicate by yourself
What cleans away the everyday filth is a good question.

?

We know this much-

Psychedelics
D double
Long walks in urban areas

But what else?
 

luka

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I don't think anything else can have the same instant massively transformative effect of psychedelics. Nothing you can reliably procure at any rate. Otherwise you're limited to a more gradual lifting yourself out of the sludge with the usual dreary but ultimately rewarding good habits
 

luka

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booze is the thing that will keep sending you back to square one time and time again though.
 

boxedjoy

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I mean I'm being glib of course but the time I've spent in the pit correlates with the times I've felt unable to face anyone or anything and it wasn't good for me, at all
 
are you sure you aren't all depressed

don't know, yes maybe, do you mean clinically diagnosed, how can we measure it, who decides. my pit periods thankfully rarely last longer than a day or 2. the loneliness but don’t want to speak to anyone, most people seem stupid and deluded, especially me. The grimness feels incommunicable, nothing to hold on to, too complex and unique. You feel damned, deserving of it, thrashing yourself over and over, the hopes and good moods you had before were an illusion, this state is the real truth… then a good sleep and i can be like... what the fuck was that?
 
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