luka

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Me an wombat saw a talk by Michael pollan on Monday and he said meo gave him category five psychic cyclone. Destruction. Meltdown. Destruction.
 

Agent

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Did you ever get dumped in a trash compactor with broken, deformed, mutant misfit toys or beings, then reassemble them, then have to fight through hell to reach a peaceful sanctuary? I did. And I want my money back. I don't know what the hell it was talking about when it said "you don't like me very much." I devoted years to studying hyerspace, psychedelics, the Singularity, etc. and that's what I get for my effort? For the record, psilocybin hated me too, tried to drive me to suicide, and I broke its dome/nest in half through sheer willpower. All I wanted was an apology for a previous bad trip, and I was assaulted. Like, physically.

The problem is, I think tryptamines are lunar, the light is always indirect and soft, the movement through it is smooth. Phenethylamines like LSD are solar, intense and demanding. Guess I'm a solar person.
 

pattycakes_

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I just took my bass along to a bar that has a Sunday afternoon jam session and found a guitarist and drummer just setting up. Introduced myself and we played some blissed out improv jazz-rock to a crowd of drinkers outside in the sunshine. Eventually we were joined by another guitarist, a sax player and a dude with a fucking hurdy gurdy. Best weekend I've had in years.

Nothing beats a good jam. When you're all on the same page and the vibe is right. One of my favourite experiences in the world.

I did accidentally stumble on a preparation for ayahuasca that is superior (for my purposes at least) to the Amazonian preparation.

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I don't know what the hell it was talking about when it said "you don't like me very much."

More often than not you're talking to yourself or the spirits are telling you what you need to hear. And no offence, but this message you received shows in some of your conduct. I am on your side, for real. But you could do with a little more self love, man. Tripping is always a reflection of your inner self. Whether it be you in that moment in reaction to your surroundings (set, setting) or just how you generally feel about yourself and life. Dmt does not fuck around. Straight to the point. Sorry to preach but I love dmt and all its taught me. I just had to go in with my heart calibrated right. Peace
 

Mr. Tea

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Anyone here tripped on bufotenine? It's the stuff in toad venom. For reference it's 5-HO-DMT (psilocin is 4-HO-DMT - same atoms in a slightly different configuration).

It's the only stuff that's given me fully immersive 3-D closed-eye visuals.
 

droid

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I warn you all now. Stay away from Nbomes. Theyre highly toxic, unpredictable, last ages and are horrific.
 

Mr. Tea

Let's Talk About Ceps
They're on my 'never' list, along with synthetic cannabinoids, PCP and heavy deliriants.
 

pattycakes_

Can turn naughty
I warn you all now. Stay away from Nbomes. Theyre highly toxic, unpredictable, last ages and are horrific.

LOL, did an lsd equivalent one of these at berghain one nye and looked down the stairs at the cloak room line and all these giant s&m leather bound guys were taking off their outdoor clothes and were wearing studded straps and leather g strings. When they started to walk up the stairs I was convinced it was some kind of LOTR ogre invasion. Didn't last much longer after that. Went to get my coat, left the exit, had a dodgy zip at the time so I was basically wrestling with my jacket for what felt like forever in front of the whole line, attracting huge laughs all the way down. Somehow this didn't phase me too bad and I gave up on the jacket for now. Tried to get a taxi to my Airbnb, couldn't remember if it was 52 or 152 and got the driver to drive back and forth like 5 times until he got sick of me and kicked me out in the middle of a busy intersection. At this point my field of vision was basically everything I was trying to focus on turning to confetti and fluttering up into the air. Nothing was solid, just clusters of colorful fragments shooting upwards and then floating back down. Finally recognised the way to my street and had the classic 'it keeps getting longer' sensation, felt like 30min to what should have been 5. Finally turn onto my street, still barely able to focus and could not find my door. After 15mins of trying around the area I was pretty certain it was, and I think it had an angel as a door knocker or something else memorable, I gave up and decided to lay down on the doormat of a randomly picked door. At some point a girl taps me on the shoulder and asks if I'm alright and if I needed help, I said 'yes I live at a place near the kaiser supermarket and I can't find it.' She points 200 meters down the road and asks if I meant that kaisers, and I'm like yes! And it turns out I was laying in the doormat of the door right next to mine. Finally get inside and it's warm and snug and laugh about it all. Somehow even in the most intense moments I didn't feel too much acid style fear. Not in a rush to try it again.
 
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luka

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Um, I mean, only on principle. I hadn't read his book. I didnt know anything about him.
 

Agent

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Bad trips need a thread of their own

Agree. I always get the best therapeutic effects from the really harrowing trips. Maybe they act as a catharsis or exorcism. I probably need one every 2-3 months.

Are you bored and looking for some sheer entertainment that will leave you horrified and laughing at the same time? Run a YouTube search for "bad Datura trips" and "bad Salvia trips." Hours of laughs combined with "poor bastard" moments.
 

Mr. Tea

Let's Talk About Ceps
The problem is, I think tryptamines are lunar, the light is always indirect and soft, the movement through it is smooth. Phenethylamines like LSD are solar, intense and demanding. Guess I'm a solar person.

LSD isn't a phen - it's not exactly a tryptamine either, although it contains the tryptamine molecule within its structure. The phens are mescaline and the 2-C family, mainly.

But solar/lunar is as good a way of subjectively categorising psychs as any, and there's no particular reason it should map onto their chemistry.
 

Agent

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I stand corrected. I was thinking of TIHKAL and PIHKAL by the late great Sasha Shulgin and got mixed up. MDMA and 2-CT-7 are also phens. I've tried all of them (DMT, psilocybin, 4-ACO DMT, 2-CT-7, NBOMEs, MDMA, etc.) and never had much luck. I just end up in nests full of nasty, cruel-hearted beings who try to verbally and spiritually abuse me to death. Kind of like what happens to me in any social situation, online or in real life. LSD, Cannabis, Ayahuasca (which I realize is 50% tryptamine, but it has a different spirit), and Salvia Divinorum, on the other hand, have been extremely kind to me.

Has anyone here tried the RC analogues for LSD like ALD-52 or lamide? Not that I plan to try these any time soon, as I can't close my eyes without tripping, but would like to get back into it one day because I have some nasty demons (who often take the form of hologram celebrities like Louis CK and Simon Cowell) that need to be taken care of. I turn into a fucking monster on LSD. Those hologram bitches won't know what hit them.
 

pattycakes_

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This is at least half true.

Makes me think of how corporate coopting of things which used to represent counterculture like primark selling wu tang sweaters or whatever really trivializes them and its an ever growing pulsating blob that must be stopped but then I came back to and the bus driver told me we'd reached the end of the line
 
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pattycakes_

Can turn naughty
Is Bisto gonna be at the conference? The tune ofc!

Had head about the conference. Would be there if in the UK for sure.
 
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