I'm not going to pursue this feud. Before I got sucked into it I was intending to take a month off anyway. I've got a fairly big job to do and I need to focus on it. I'm sorry to all the innocent bystanders, I know it's not nice to have to watch that sort of thing.
But what I do have to say before I leave you and beagle to it is that this idea that any anger is always aberrant and pathological, can only ever be the result of 'personal issues' and hidden problems is patronising, dishonest and disrespectful. I'm angry for the reasons I said I was angry. They are perfectly rational and reasonable and adequate in and of themselves. If you're not willing to treat that anger as legitimate and as having legitimate causes then there's nothing more to say.
I don't have any personal problems I'm great. Don't try and make excuses for me.