constant escape
winter withered, warm
Lectures, generally: substantial but not fun.
Games, generally: fun but not substantial.
Games, generally: fun but not substantial.
love thisThis was and might still be music fandom for me. If you can will it, deliberately alter the way you expose yourself to pieces of music, you can make major changes to the preferences once thought to be immutable aspects of the self. And its a visceral and base change, you feel it in your gut, not just a heady 'appreciation.' Music was very formative for me in that way, it showed me the self as a laboratory or switchboard, and that experiences can be reality modulators. used, not consumed