Urgh i'm evolving
yeah you'd go and meet your mates and have a drink in the pub in feb, but there;s no chance of that. that is what is unsettling abou tlockdown, those odd moments you catch when you are like - wtf is going on, i can't do x,y,z that i would normally not think twice about. it seems harder this time deffo. could be january, could be cos it's more serious now. my sister has got it now.ive been 29 days without drinking and i still feel terrible. usually i get a little perky reward for that kind of behaviour.