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luka

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Certainly not if they pick up some new ones from the terrors on offer
 
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WashYourHands

Cat Malogen
Yes, couldn’t function without it

It can vary enormously on situations and company, even on my tod. It can be tender or full mode Sgt major if required
 

luka

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When I was in the full flush of my initial weed phase I used to wait for what I used to think of as The Comforter to arrive. Female presence come down and take away all your fears and pain
 

HMGovt

Bamber Clatscoigne
When I was metabolically fucked with terrible gut flora, I used to have all sorts of intrusive thoughts, accompanied by my stomach clenching or turning. e,g. Visualising/feeling my teeth smash and orbital socket shatter after tripping on a step. Lots of bone trauma impacts and flayings. Not had them for years. I think such phenomena may be linked to the second brain via the vagus nerve, your body giving hints that you've strayed from the path, flushing the system with bad voodoo molecules and billowing the lowest brain sails.
 

IdleRich

IdleRich
I haven't read this thread, can you elaborate on that and I'll try and imagine what it might be like if I had any real experience to draw on...

The reason I ask you to elaborate is cos, lately, sometimes I've been in the flat on my own and high and I keep thinking I see things out of the corner of my eye... like, weird very fast movements. You think it's the cat but then you realise that the cat is in the other room or the movement is across the ceiling or whatever. But It's quite a crude, physical thing I'mt talking about here. No sense of a presence or spirit or anything like that... or, if there is a spirit with a presence, it's a very small, simple one. It's not some powerfully brooding wise being, maybe a little goblin mucking around.

And the Spoon-size Boys steal the dollhouse toys when the cat by the fire is curled
Then away they floats in their eggshell boats down the drains to the underground world
 

sufi

lala
I haven't read this thread, can you elaborate on that and I'll try and imagine what it might be like if I had any real experience to draw on...

The reason I ask you to elaborate is cos, lately, sometimes I've been in the flat on my own and high and I keep thinking I see things out of the corner of my eye... like, weird very fast movements. You think it's the cat but then you realise that the cat is in the other room or the movement is across the ceiling or whatever. But It's quite a crude, physical thing I'mt talking about here. No sense of a presence or spirit or anything like that... or, if there is a spirit with a presence, it's a very small, simple one. It's not some powerfully brooding wise being, maybe a little goblin mucking around.

And the Spoon-size Boys steal the dollhouse toys when the cat by the fire is curled
Then away they floats in their eggshell boats down the drains to the underground world
i've ben getting that recently i thought it was an extra fun covid side effect
 

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luka

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Yes, I constantly talk to myself in my head. Although the monologue is 50% words and 50% images and feelings and just my mind “getting it” on its own because it’s too much effort to find the right words for what I mean to say. It’s not really the same talking as talking out loud
There's a distinction to be made between conscious and deliberate dialogue, which I do, and a unspooling monologue you can't turn off and exists almost independently of you
 

version

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Luka's inner monologue's like 'Ulysses'. "Oh, flippy floppy bippy boppy. A poem! Ah, yes! A poem's the thing! I shall write another poem. Beer in the fridge. Would love a beer. Drink the beer. Drink the beer then a poem. Yes."
 

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There's a distinction to be made between conscious and deliberate dialogue, which I do, and a unspooling monologue you can't turn off and exists almost independently of you
I do have a constant stream of dialogue but it’s deliberate, I suppose I could probably stop it if I wanted to. But I don’t have that background noise monologue that you're talking about
 
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