damn, you called me out - totally wishful thinking on my part - i know a guy who really died , for a few minutes, proper hospital flatline, and he said there was "nothing". like if you can remember cathode ray TVs, when you turned them off there would be a white dot that fades to nothing, that is what "death" was to that guy - but my near death experiences have shown me that ego can be let go, I'm not me, I could be Mixed Biscuits, "I" could be "anyone"., etc., so there is no evidence , only hope but what does it matter, we'll all find out someday