"Locating leisure time in order to waste it may seem self-destructive or even idiotic. And yet this type of thinking, thinking with or through negation, is how we will begin to find ourselves again. First, by saying no to the middle-class capitalist world, turning away from it, and then by taking the time, using this dead time, to ask ourselves where the space is between who we are and where we come from and where the middle-class world begins. This won’t be easy or simple because much of what we have assumed were our own dreams or values, ideas or aesthetics, turn out to have been those of the middle-class culture, ideologies we’ve internalized so long ago, without having been conscious of ever having done so.”