part 2 of "Nothing", final chapter of Love's Body
Feet off the ground. Freedom is instability; the destruction of attachments; the ropes, the fixtures, fixations,
that tie us down. Empty words; dissolve the solid meanings. To dissipate the gravity, the darkness of matter, let the light in.
To illuminate and ventilate, let words be filled with light
and air: spirit. Let there be light. Love without attachment is light. Consciousness penetrates the darkness;
consciousness is an opening or void.
Admit the void; accept loss forever. Not to admit the
void is the trouble with those schizophrenics who treat
words as real things. Schizophrenic literalism equates
symbol and original object so as to retain the original
object, to avoid object-loss. Freedom in the use of symbol
ism comes from the capacity to experience loss. Wisdom
is mourning; blessed are they that mourn.
Kerouac, "Belief and Techniques for Modern Prose," 57.
Cf. Segal, "Symbol Formation," 395. Roheim, Origin and Function of
Culture, 93.
The absence, the empty grave. The work of the spirit
is deliverance, volatilization. The spiritual, pneumatic, airy
body, filled with nothing; takes flight, for heaven.
Cf. Richard, MallarmS, 379, 390-391, 398-399. Govinda, Foundations of
Tibetan Mysticism, 263-264.
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Mourning the absence. Symbolism conveys both
absence and presence. To see three truths with the same
mind: tilings are real, unreal, and neither real nor unreal.
Cf. Pascal, Pens6es, no. 676. "A Glossary of Japanese Buddhism for Ad
vanced Students," 32,
The absence, the void. On the other side of the veil
is nothing; utopia; the kingdom not of this world. The
Utopia of nihilism, the negation of the negation; the world
annihilated. "Verily, there is a realm, where there is
neither the solid nor the fluid, neither heat nor motion,
neither this world nor any other world, neither sun nor
moon. . . . There is, O monks, an Unborn, Unoriginated,
Uncreated, Unformed. If there were not this Unborn,
this Unoriginated, this Uncreated, this Unformed, escape
from the world of the born, the originated, the created, the
formed, would not be possible."
Buddha in Govinda, Foundations of Tibetan Mysticism, 58.
The world annihilated, the destruction of illusion.
The world is the veil we spin to hide the void. The destruction of what never existed. The day breaks, and the
shadows flee away.
The absence; a withdrawal, leaving vacant space, ov void, to avoid the plenum of omnipresence. The god whoa
mercifully, does not exist.
Cf. Machado, "Siesta: En Memoria de Abel Martin." Weil, La Pesantew
et la Grace, 37.
A void, an opening for us, to leave the place where
we belong; a road, into the wilderness; for exodus, exile.
The proletariat has no fatherland, and the son of man no
place to lay his head. Be at home nowhere.
Accept loss forever. To lose one's own soul. "Satori,
when the ego is broken, is not final victory but final defeat,
the becoming like nothing." Or no one; I'm a noun.
Powell, Zen and Reality, 72.
The obstacle to incarnation is our horror of the void.
Instead of vanity, emptiness. Being found in the shape
of a human being, he emptied himself.
Philippians II, 7.
Cf. Weil, La Pesanteur et la grace, 62.
A pregnant emptiness. Object-loss, world-loss, is the
precondition for all creation. Creation is in or out of the
void; ex nihilo.
Cf. Stokes, Greek Culture, 76.
Creation is out of nothing: the unreal awakens us out
of the sleep of reality. Imagination is a better artist than
imitation; for where one carves only what she has seen,
the other carves what she has not seen; that never was on
sea or land.
Cf. Philostratus in Barfield, Saving the Appearances, 128.
Creation out of nothing. Time and space are integrated into that ultimate pointlike unity, bindu: point, dot,
zero, drop, germ, seed, semen. The primal oudad.
Cf. Govinda, Foundations of Tibetan Mysticism, 116. Jones, Occult
Philosophy, 140.
It is made out of nothing. If matter is nothing, we are
materialists. Else matter is mother; but there is no Nature.
Or fecal, the mere excretion.
"If this feeling of emptiness, of something 'without
form, and void,' can be deliberately accepted, not denied,
then the sequel can be an intense richness and fullness of
perception, a sense of the world re-born."
Psychotherapy is rebirth; and to be reborn, we have to pass through the
grave. Crucified, dead, and buried—the analysand on the
couch.
Milner, "Psychoanalysis and Art," 97.
The analysand on the couch. Deeper than the analytic
rule of free speech is silence. That peculiar attitude, so
different from ordinary thinking, which is necessary for
free association, "a kind of absent-minded watchfulness,"
or wise blindness; to let the silence in, or darkness at noon.
Cf. Freud, General Introduction, 112. Milaer, "Psychoanalysis and Art,"
81.
In psychotherapy nothing happens but an exchange
of words. New words for old; a stylistic reformation, renaissance. To be reborn, words have to pass through death,
the silence of the grave. Freud, on the theme of the Three
Caskets, of the third one, Cordelia, who is silent: "dumb
ness is in dreams a familiar representation of death."
Freud, "The Theme of the Three Caskets," 248; cf. General Introduction,
21.
Not: "controlled regression in the service of the ego,"
but "an active surrender of the controlling and deliberative mind." The ego is loquacity, the interior monologue,
the soliloquy which isolates. The way of silence leads to
the extinction of the ego, mortification. To become empty,
to become nothing; to be free from the constrictions of the
self, to have no self, to be of no mind, to be a dead man.
While alive
Be a dead man,
Thoroughly dead;
And act as you will,
And all is good.
Suzuki in Fromm et al., Zen Buddhism and Psychoanalysis, 16.
Cf. Milner, "Psychoanalysis and Art," 89. Picard, World of Silence, 48.
Williams, Radical Reformation, 133, 157.
The way of silence is not only death but incest. Paracelsus says, "He who enters the kingdom of God must first
enter his mother and die." The silence which is death is also our mother. Freud in the Three Caskets showed the
identity of bride and mother and death. The matrix in
which the word is sown is silence. Silence is the mother
tongue.
Paracelsus in Eliade, Birth and Rebirth, 57-58.
In the resurrection, in the life after death, life has
still one foot in the grave, and words remain wedded to
the silence. A reticent style; elliptical expression; that
hearing they may hear, and not understand. The meaning
is not in the words but between the words, in the silence;
forever beyond the reach, the rape, of literal-minded
explication; forever inviolate, forever new; the still un
ravished bride of quietness. The virgin womb of the im
agination in which the word becomes flesh is silence; and
she remains a virgin.
The word is made flesh. To recover the world of
silence, of symbolism, is to recover the human body. "A
subterranean passage between mind and body underlies
all analogy." The true meanings of words are bodily meanings, carnal knowledge; and the bodily meanings are the
unspoken meanings. What is always speaking silently is
the body.
Shaipe, "Psycho-Physical Problems revealed in Language: an Examina
tion of Metaphor," 202.
The unspoken meaning is always sexual. Of sexuality
we can have only symbolical knowledge, because sexual
is carnal. Death and love are altogether carnal; hence their
great magic and their great terror. Love that never told
can be. It is the fool king Lear who asks his daughters to
tell how much they love him. And it is the one who loves
him who is silent.
It cannot be put into words because it does not consist of things. Literal words always define properties.
Beyond the reality-principle and reification is silence, the
flesh. Freud said, Our god Logos; but refrain from uniting
with words, in order to unite with the word made flesh.
Cf. Barfield, Romanticism Comes of Age, 61.
Coitus is fallen, unconscious fallen poetry; the sexual
organizations (all of them) are metaphors; a play or inter
play of organs (Ferenczi's amphimixis) a play upon mean
ings; a play upon words. In Lifu, one of the Loyalty
Islands, the sexual organ is known as "his word." The
spermatic word. The sower soweth the word. In the begining was the word, in the beginning was the deed; in the
resurrection, in the awakening, these two are one: poetry,
Cf. Neumann, The Great Mother, 170. Pedersen, Israel I, 107-108.
The antinomy between mind and body, word and
deed, speech and silence, overcome. Everything is only
a metaphor; there is only poetry.
Hereby the duality, the discrepancy between mind and
body, mundane form and supramundane formlessness, is an
nihilated. Then the body of the Enlightened One becomes
luminous in appearance, convincing and inspiring by its mere
presence, while every word and every gesture, and even his
silence, communicate the overwhelming reality of the Dharma.
It is not the audible word through which people are converted
and transformed in their innermost being, but through that
which goes beyond words and flows directly from the presence
of the saint: the inaudible mantric sound that emanates from
his heart. Therefore the perfect saint is called "Muni," the
"Silent One."
Govinda, Foundations of Tibetan Mysticism, 226.