Horrible to think that when it comes down to it I'm probably forcing myself to read clever books because of self esteem issues
I had another revelation from acid about reading, again it's not stuck though
I realised I'd been reading for the sake of reading, unlike in the old pure days when I read to become a more godlike person possessed of divine knowledge
Sad!
*throws book down in disgust*There isn't really any sex at all in that one.
I ended up feeling like this while reading the Wake. Maybe I'll go back to it one day, dunno.Horrible to think that when it comes down to it I'm probably forcing myself to read clever books because of self esteem issues
Money is hard to turn your back on, I must say.