I'm thinking of getting back on the citalopram tbh. I think my brain might be seratonin deficient. Although ofc there's other ways to boost seratonin (like exercise).
Since I got off it I've been crying a lot, often aboutquite innocuous things - songs I love but also corny sentimental moments in e.g. Marvel movies.
I welcomed this as being a sign I was reconnecting with emotions. But now I'm starting to wonder.
But it's also been an existential crisis lately, not just "woe is me" shit like hating my job, which I can deal with.
Lately it's been a melancholic awareness of time passing/running out. Mortality of loved ones (and me). Meaninglessness of doing anything (simultaneously not having enough time to do everything). And I'm only 36. So it's a bit much.
Hopefully it will pass soon enough. It could just be an extreme form of January blues. 🤣 (Or a midlife crisis.)
Anyway, don't want to turn this thread into the corpseys mental breakdown thread.