mixed_biscuits

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It's hard to describe how fragile I've become since December, for whatever reason. It's like I had a protective layer torn off and now I'm massively oversensitive to things. I've been unable to read anything or watch anything but the most innocuous things. I've lost a stone just from not being able to eat. I've been an invalid. And COVID has sort of made that worse. I was turning a corner kind of before COVID and it kicked me back into a pit.

Citalopram and therapy are helping a bit. I need a change of perspective on life and death. But on the other hand I just don't want to think about death. Because it leads me down this path of fear and sadness.

I think not posting on here is just as symptomatic of something terribly awry as not being interested in reading or going to galleries or whatever you care to mention.

Just hoping I can get back to a sort of stability soon. A state where I'm not haunted by constant rumination and melancholy. A state where I can post Master and Commander memes.
What you need is a good charity shop trawl around Chiswick with Biscuits.
 

IdleRich

IdleRich
Well I might as well field the question, since I'm up at this ungodly hour due to a bout of toddler illness, so here goes.

My favourite ultra-depraved, sicker-than-sick, niche porn fetish category - and those of a delicate disposition may wish to look away now, to spare themselves the horror - is: non-incest-themed.

Now not only is mind-bendingly revolting, it's also incredibly hard to get. But it is out there, if you look for it.
I wonder about this.
Who is into it? People with sisters and who are curious? People such as me with no sisters for whom I guess it is relatively harmless snd fantastic?
Is it cos do many divorces and remarriages have created an enormous number of stepsisters? Though that's not real incest.
Maybe it's just cheap, in that they can just recycle any film and say the actors are related and - bam - it's a weird fetish thing.
 

Mr. Tea

Let's Talk About Ceps
I wonder about this.
Who is into it? People with sisters and who are curious? People such as me with no sisters for whom I guess it is relatively harmless snd fantastic?
Is it cos do many divorces and remarriages have created an enormous number of stepsisters? Though that's not real incest.
Maybe it's just cheap, in that they can just recycle any film and say the actors are related and - bam - it's a weird fetish thing.
The cultural leverage of Game Of Thrones throughout the 2010s (which we all barely remember now, since the sheer awfulness of the last season has had an effect similar to the memory-wipe devices used by the Men In Black over the show as a whole) can't be overstated here, I think.
 

luka

Well-known member
i can vouch for that Wetherspoons. it's the best one ive ever been to. i've only been there once though cos craner never invited me back/
 

luka

Well-known member
no, sadly not. they did seem friendly though. i think Jim and Oliver were cramping my style/
 

IdleRich

IdleRich
Has anyone ever written any porn (sorry "erotica")? It is one thing that I could never do I reckon... well, let me clarify, I guess I could something out to order if required, but having an authentic stab at something that I myself considered erotic would be too revealing. I can't imagine letting people know about that part of me... and particularly airing it in public where it could potentially be ridiculed. Imagine that, spilling out your dirtiest darkest fantasies and seeing people convulsed with laughter. Isn't that why that Alain de Botton thing is so horrific? We feel what it would be like if we had produced that nonsense, how embarrassed we would be and it makes us die inside. And the fact that he doesn't seem to be ashamed makes it even worse - repent you horrible old pseudo-philosopher, how dare you reveal even a hint of your disgusting desires to us.. you shouldn't be flaunting them, you should be curled up in a ball of shame repeatedly punching your own dick out of embarrassment.
 

john eden

male pale and stale
Most people have written things about their sexual desires? Like text messages or rude letters. Or very specific google searches.
 

Mr. Tea

Let's Talk About Ceps
Changing my reaction to the cross little red face to express my dissatisfaction.
 
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