You sound genuinely quite ill here.Yeah exactly we cant all be scared of shadows and I've been playing this game for a long time. If I don't operate this way I will die anyway. Im completely dependent on it. it's the only thing that makes life meaningful and joyful (for me).
are you not the luka who found moments of joy describing the arc of a bird over the river lea?
You sound genuinely quite ill here.
tea is the most mentally ill person here, a compliment.
Same thing. I'm not talking about conspiracy theories. I'm talking about the specific mental state I need to maintain to be the worlds greatest poet, which is closely related to being a paranoid nutter without hopefully becoming a paranoid nutter.
Sounds to me like he's just got a clearer perspective on his psychic situation than most people have.You sound genuinely quite ill here.
OK that's better.
At the same time I'd be wary of roles, everyone is multidimensional. There is even more to you than being the worlds greatest poet, is what I am trying to say.
Depend whether you think mental illness is cool or not, I guess?
That is, it seems like more and more people are harboring psychic conditions or occupying psychic states, that would readily be diagnosed as pathological. The reason that a majority/common condition can qualify as pathological/uncommon is that it is repressed beyond acknowledgement or even recognition, in many cases.
Everyone thinks they are crazy, and is afraid of exhibiting it, because nobody else is exhibiting it. Social media can effectively function as a petrie dish in this sense, exacerbating and expediting this kind of mass psychic bad faith.
I think there is a generational issue there. The young ones seem pretty good at articulating and being compassionate about mental unwellness.
That said, when/if they get a footing, they may effectively be of a different species, loosely speaking. That is, their psychic ontology may be radically different than that of even the modern human.I think so too, or at least that this kind of mass phenomenon is magnified among the younger generations, who were essentially birthed straight into flows of such speeds that they arguably never have even gotten a footing.
Achievement unlocked: Literally Hitler!The way that I live my life and the things I value, experience and believe do put me outside of what is considered sane. When I had to go to a psychiatrist at the age of 21 they said I was a bit mad. As Stan says it doesn't take much to be diagnosed as pathological. I didn't choose to adopt that but I guess I could of worn it as a badge. I don't feel mad though and I don't run around naked and screaming and I don't have frightening psychotic episodes touch wood.
Even so there is something which feels threatening and oppressive to me in people like Mr Tea and their attitudes. As if they could mobilise the whole weight of the state behind them and lock you up and wipe your brain out with electro shock therapy. I don't think it's overdoing it to call him the Most Evil Man Alive.